Taking steps

Life is such a strange roller coaster sometimes. Just when I think "I got this" I feel defeated and kicked in the teeth. Life is always changing when you have two young kids but it's not even that. I am so ready to move into my new home - if we ever go to closing & set up life for me and them.I constantly feel like I'm waiting to start living. But then again it's scary. I will be on my own- completely on my own. Nobody to help, nobody paying any share of the bills, no husband, no parents, no roommates (well roommates that I support). It's a little nerve racking but it's a big step. This is me living my life and supporting my child and moving forward. If you're reading this - can you say a little prayer for me? I've been praying for strength, guidance and confidence.... if you get a chance.